Maybe its time to sleep

There is something on my mind suddenly. So often so badly I want to roam out there at night capturing various scenes of S'pore at night using Holga. To a certain extend although its 35mm film I'm up to, I find its results somewhat really unique and appealing to me. Even with that something on my mind, it has been really a long time I find myself at home after the sun sets. When would that urge becomes an motivation that brings me out to land that tripod, put on that holga, insert that shutter release thing and hold unto to it until a certain feeling telling me its time to let go...

Aside from this sudden thought I have, maybe I should just pick up the pieces and move on with life. Things really did not turn out the way I expected and planned, it's really kind of sad to think about it. On the other hand, its really getting late and the sun will rise again in about less then 4 hours...

I should cherish everyday I have and stop thinking about such things that would sadden me. Maybe I should focus on creating some images instead of thinking so much about all these sad stuffs.

How often I hope to find back that kind of motivation and determination that once filled me so badly, where have it all gone to? I know very well I did not lose it as I still gets really excited and forward looking whenever I've captured something through my eyes. I just need a certain kind of motivation, or maybe some kind of companion to lead me on in such times.

I guess I should really try to get some sleep instead...


Month Taken: *unknown, circa 2009*
Time Taken: Night
Photo Size Above: Normal(335x500)